I met you by the lane, a few years ago. Didn’t know what to do with you, since you came so suddenly, I couldn’t prepare even for a slice of sandwich or a rug to cover the grasses.
We separate ways, don’t even meet each other, I don’t look after or for you, although I know something’s crying inside me, wanting to see you, screaming how I’ve missed you, missed all things I should have felt when I’m with you. Bad.
When people asked, the only answer left is—no, I’m not looking for it, neither it’s looking for me-you’re supposed to be there for me everyday… Where are you?
Is it me that wear no glasses while I’m out is one to blame? Did you pass me by?
I miss you, Love. I miss you.
I almost forgot how good is it to be in you, living in peace and continuous heart-warming act of you—love…
"you are the song I’ll be singing my whole life thru…"
Simply missing love, when you have too much of it, could you be more selfish?
Guess I haven’t been sharing it the way I should be…
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”—Neil Gaiman
“To me, arrogance seems to come from insecurity with the self and confidence comes from security with the self. An arrogant person says they’re good at things without being asked, while a confident person if asked will explain what makes them good. Does anyone agree?”—andrewh817 on Youtube comments
REMINDER from CNN: NASA reports that by the next 10 months, earth gets hotter by 4 degrees from now. Himalayan glaciers are melting @ rapid rate. Our climate is changing drastically & it’s getting worse. We must help fight Global Warming by doing the ff steps: 1. Plant more trees, 2. Don’t waste water, 3. Use cloth(spunbond) bag & don’t burn plastic. Please copy & paste this to your wall. Do your share.
recently I joined a 4-days-training about management and leadership in my campus. I thought that it’d be boring but it turned out very good! I got so many lessons about organizations since I haven’t joined in any; your school years organizers are defined by who emerges the most and have good scores. Well it isn’t far from that in college, it’s just you have more opportunities, way more than in high school.
But people said that opportunity comes for those who are ready to see and accept it. I do believe I am ready for new things that come in my way, it’d better be late than do nothing at all. I have committed in singing, that’s what I do best, but I’m not even good enough.
These two semesters had got me thinking that we can do almost everything, that we didn’t expect we could, if we are forced. Proven true. I didn’t know that I could try to create a psychedelic artwork, well, even when it’s with references… (We can’t live without what people had done in the past)
I could really leave every unused things and change the way I think to see what change I wanna see to be happened around me. If I can do apply it to a subject, why not the other aspects of life?
Start writing my dreams and keep on pursuing it with these in mind:
- it’s their life, not yours
- you got your steps when you’re with the right people
- don’t bother taking care of bridges that people burnt
and a lot of things in mind. hmm!
Sorry for murmuring around with this post, have a nice week! :)
“When I was a kid, I didn’t have a laptop, iPod, iPad, Blackberry, PS3, Wifi or designer dresses. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek… I ate what my mom made. I would think twice before I said “no” to my parents! Life wasn’t hard, it was good & I survived. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised. Thanks to my parents, for making me who I am.”—Passed by my lecturer’s
“We sing because we can’t speak anymore. Dance is an extension of that. We can’t speak anymore so we move.”— Kristin Chenoweth (in acknowledgement to Melanie and Marko’s brilliant lyrical hip hop routine)
People said that first love never dies. I do believe what they mean is the very first one guy/girl you love and they love you back. But eventually, my first love ‘died’, and I never thought of going back. :)
He’s found someone whom he can be comfortable with, and I’m hoping I could find one too.
Anyway, it’s so funny to have friends saying happy birthday to each other with “love/lovers” as the wishes. Maybe it’s the age factor, even parents are asking girls my age when are they going to have a boyfriend hahaha.
Setiap orang pasti pernah memikirkan, sebenarnya kita nanti bakalan bekerja jadi apa? Buat yang sudah tahu pasti mau jadi apa, selamat… Buat yang masih berbayang-bayang tertutup awan, Anda tidak sendirian.
Passion saya bisa dikatakan terlalu banyak. Rasanya curiosity saya selalu berlebihan, saya terlalu menyukai banyak hal yang menyalakan api semangat di kedua mata. Batang koreknya tidak habis-habis.
Sejak tahun lalu saya merasakan lagi makanan yang sudah pernah saya makan tapi dikubur, dan sudah jadi asinan. Rasanya masih nikmat, dan saya kecanduan. Pikiran gila sudah mulai merasuki diri tentang mau ‘mengabdi’ terhadapnya.
Ya, saya tergila-gila dengan menyanyi.
Menemukan sesuatu yang kau tahu dapat kau lakukan dan kau jalani sepenuh hati, padahal sebelumnya sudah yakin atas pilihanmu dan kesanggupan atas pilihan, itu rasanya bener-bener menyakitkan. Rasanya seperti menemukan orang kedua… layaknya kutipan: if you love two people, choose the second one because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn’t fall for the first one. Siapa yang setuju? Secara pribadi, sih, kurang setuju.
Rasanya benar-benar menyenangkan dan bisa sepenuh hati, saya mau belajar dengan penuh keniatan, selama itu tentang bernyanyi dalam paduan suara. Beruntung, punya mama yang open minded sekali-hal seperti ini terdengar sama dengan pembicaraan anak tk-sd polos tentang cita-cita…yang seharusnya sih kalau umur segini utk ngomongin, gak akan digubris—tapi nyokap mendukung aja, asal jelas track larinya.
I’m trying to figure it out, mom. I guess the answer is within me—it just takes time.
What about you, do you have a certain passion that’s buried underneath your current choices and beliefs? It’d be nice if you share it with me ;)
Selalu ada tulisan orang-orang tertentu yang bikin kangen. Entah karena begitu menghibur, inspiratif, bikin penasaran, memotivasi, memprovokasi, atau apapun itu alasannya.
Selalu ada karakter suara yang saya rindukan. Entah dari tata cara berbicaranya, logat, maupun jenis suara yang ketika dinyanyikan bikin menjerit penuh kekaguman, atau bikin ikutan berteriak.
Selalu ada orang yang punya tawa dan senyuman khas yang ingin saya saksikan terus. Entah matanya hilang, giginya seram, berlesung pipit, senyum yang damai, senyum yang manis, karena memang—dua hal itu menular.
Selalu ada….orang-orang yang tidak bisa kau ajak bicara lagi, betapapun rindunya hati dan pikiranmu pada mereka…
Apakah perasaan manis pahit seperti ini harus diungkapkan? Bagaimana cara mengungkapkannya yang benar? Sepengalaman saya, amat jarang dalam penyampaiannya mereka menyenanginya.
Love does make everybody who’s in it do something out of ordinary, doing things they haven’t done, saying things you wouldn’t expect those come from them, being able to smile ‘till it annoys people around you,
and so many things you couldn’t say one by one.
Once you’re in it you wouldn’t want to get out of it
…to have a guy liked almost all photos of a girl, even though she have a boyfriend. Maybe it’s OK for some, but for me it’s creepy. Press the like button on your mind, that’d be nice and no once can found. Sheesh.
“As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed as ignorant as you were at twenty-two, you’d always be twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, you know. It’s growth. It’s more than the negative that you’re going to die, it’s the positive that you understand you’re going to die, and that you live a better life because of it.”—Mitch Albom (via kari-shma)
“A 15 year old girl holds her 1 year old son; people call her a slut. But no one knew she was raped at 13. Make fun of someone for being fat, but you don’t know that person has a serious medical condition that causes her to be obese. Call the old guy ugly, but.. you don’t know he got a serious face injury after serving the country or saving a life. Re-post this if you’re against bullying and stereotyping.”—
They're coming to town... and I can't watch them!!!
Sondre Lerche, the singer I’ve loved since 2007 (since I listen to his song, “Say it All” on the radio and his Two Way Monologue, right after his concert in Indonesia!!! missed it) listened to most of his songs, sing it almost everyday, memorized those lyrics, and he’s coming to perform in JavaJazzFestival 2011 or JJF in Jakarta.
Corrine Bailey Rae, loved her since I saw “Put your records on” music video, with her cycling in a beautiful scenery, loved the guitar and song just right. Been listening to her ever since, memorized her lyrics (which are sooo beautiful, so damn fit to my circumstances) and so on, so on…
Heard it on the radio that they’re coming on 4th March. I was like, (!!!!) and (YAY!!!!)
I realized I had a training camp from my choir at 4,5,6 march, JUST PERFECT, since JJF will be held on those dates. I was freakin happy when I heard they’re coming at the same day, yet so sad knowing the fact……. it’s such a bittersweet feeling :(
Bruno Mars’ tickets are sold out within two hours, WTH@$#@$@!!! After all he’s teens’ new pop sensation, right?
Well, I guess there’s no point for complaining, I’ll just enjoy what I’ll have on 4,5,6 March and 5th April :’)